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[14 Jul 2004|07:56pm] |
a final note::
Angela, Please kindly remove MY ICONS that I MADE from your journal, and/or computer. it strictly says to comment the entry if he/she decides to use an icon that posted in the entry. and since we are NOT friends, i would have assumed that you would have been smart enough to realize that by taking my icons, that i spent time making, would start a quarrel between you and i..Again.
so please, remove them from your computer..and READ what is written next time.
That is all.
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[01 Jul 2004|04:36pm] |
Hey, Angela..now that youre not banned from my journal, why dont you just talk MORE shit about me. *thumbs up*
you have such a GREAT friend, Liz and Stephen.
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[30 Jun 2004|08:58pm] |
first of all..let me say this Loud and Clear: if you have a problem with me, and youre going to talk shit to me on MY journal..at least have the balls to sign your name. the only reason this journal is public is because i happen to have friends that dont have LiveJournals. (yeah, go write a god damn comment saying "You have friends? haha, thats a shocker" Assholes.)
for those of you who didnt see it before i deleted it..someone wrote a wonderful comment on my journal that read:
hey you are such a fucking slut you run around in short skirts and think you are cute well guess what your not and you have a fat round face with braces now and you want ever body to like you (matt for one) well if you dont stop acting all emo and all like pitty me im sad and my life sucks then maybe more people would like you and maybe you would get a fucking b/f ok thank you that is all that needs to be said
Let me start off saying to whoever wrote that comment, that you must love my ass to be wasting youre time commenting and insulting me on MY JOURNAL. if you have shit with me and cant confront me face to face..or at least with a name at the end of your "angst rant"..then dont bother. and to correct your "points"..didnt know it was POSSIBLE to be a virgin-whore..wait a second..ITS NOT. ..So, i am a "fucking slut" because i run around in "short skirts and think im cute"? i wear what i want to wear and no, i dont think im cute. and i appreciate the waste of time you put forth to caring about my Fat Face with my braces. *thumbs up* i want everyone to like me..hm..excuse me for being a HUMAN BEING. You dumbshit. Matt is a good friend of mine..check your facts before talking things you do not know, kthx. i act Emo..hm. youre SO right..excuse me while i go wallow in my sadness and cut myself. give me a fucking break. my life sucks..yeah, so? no one is perfect, sorry. and you are not the one who decides if people like me..or when i will get a boyfriend, unless you have suddenly become god..which is very doubtful.
oh, and i have a present for you..Say hello to my FAT FACE, you worthless shit
i love you too.
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[28 Jun 2004|07:19pm] |
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You have to read this, i dont care what you say:
( The GREATEST conversation EVER! )
got my braces this morning..theyre just craptastic. i look like a freak, heh. but i spose i just have to get used to them, mer. they ache like mad..and im afraid of how they will be tomorrow..=/ i seriously look like an 8 year old with them..and no, i will not post a picture. *cheezy smile* i go back in to get them tightened or whatever the day after i get back from Chicago..which is two days before skool starts...magical, i tell you. MAGICAL.
HAHAH...Lisa's face was like....=O, tehe. so wonderful:]
The Cure's new CD comes out tomorrow..and who wants it?! I DO!..who doesnt have money to buy it? I DONT!..that just fucking SUCKS doesnt it? yeah..it does. Alex's birthday is in a few days..her present is gonna be like..at least 3 weeks late. heh.
you know what makes me extremely content? at the end of Secret Window when Johnny is in the Grocery Store waiting to check out..and he gets real close to the chick in front of him and goes..."Hiii!" and then hes like "...braces...getting a few things straightened out." ..that just made my day=P *dork*
i want ice cream..maybe the aching will go away if i numb my mouth with ice cream? sounds logical enough *nod*
i really want to watch Edward Scissorhands again..i think i just might =P
im going to go maddddd from the aching...ahhhhhhh.
later.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Brace Face</3 Oops, i mean Professor Cry-Baby
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[27 Jun 2004|05:53pm] |
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My Tom Felton background is better than yours. Admit it, you know its true. =P it cut off the bottom part..which makes me sad. its supposed to say,"Oh, it hurts to be this good. i love you, Draco. Forever more" but oh wells. thank you to my dearest, Chrissy. she picked this BG over the other one i made.*nod* i finally know what im doing in Photoshop! Woot! Father helped me last night.
Alex, you know youre jealous of my Tom BG:] tehe.
May was an incredible movie. it was so graphic and disturbed. i loved every minute of it. "..Touch my face. ..what? Youre not going to touch my face?" Lmao. i want to watch that with someone and creep them out and say that. hahahah oh, that would be funny as hell. Angela Bettis is my newest favorite actress, shes awesome.
we went to the Asian Market again today. kind of a farewell to hi-chews for 2 years *dramatic sob* we bought 4 packages of Hi-chews and like...5 different kinds of Pocky Sticks. the Mousse ones are extremely craptastic. we bought Pizza Pocky, i know it sounds weird..but theyre mad good. yum.
So yeahh..braces tomorrow..im scared shitless, heh. i know i know, i shouldnt be..but i cant help it! AHHH! its funny, because most of the things im not allowed to have..i dont eat anyway, hahah. So tonight we're going to take pictures of me smiling before the braces..and then when i get them off take another to compare. hahahaha. sorta like a Ugly to Pretty thing, eh? *shrug*
im in Prizoner of Azkaban withdrawl, i SWEAR. i NEED to go see it againnnn. i dont give two shits what Father says..i will see it as many fucking times as i want to!..haha and im going to get the Tom shirt at Hot Topic..even thought Alex has it..but whatever. its kool.
time to go watch Moulin Rouge. LATER<3
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[26 Jun 2004|02:19pm] |
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( How Wonderful )
Stepford Wives with Jennifer was great last night. :] im so glad we hung out..its been too long since human interaction, lmao. her hair cut is extremely stunning and makes me happy. after Stepford wives we walked to Barnes and Noble and i got my Iced Carmel Mocchaido *drool* soo good. the ride home was really funny. her sister's boyfriend is a definite REDNECK. he listens to Country, has a hat with a fish on it, wears Palm Trees on his shirts, and lives out of his car. Yep. Smells like Redneck.
Yesterday at work..Susan randomly screamed, "HOLY MOLEY BATMAN!" i dont think ive laughed that hard in the longest time. it was..so random..but so perfect. Ha.
i got that new Energy Drink from SoBe..havent had it yet, heard its ookey. Also got a Tazoberry Tea from Whole Foods, love it<3
have i metioned how completely JEALOUS i am of Jennifer's haircut? haha. i am.
we rented this movie called May today. the chick who played Carrie in the remake of Carrie is in it...i think her Name is Angela Bettis? *shrug* i hear its smashing. we also got Moulin Rouge because we lost our copy? so Dads going to recopy it.
i seriously think..my dad has PMS. i SWEAR he does. hes such a Jackass. Today in Blockbuster hes like "Go ask if they have The Labryinth" and i said.."Uh..no." and hes like "Stop being a fucking wuss, just go ask" and i said, "No..i want May instead" he says, "youre weird" *flicks Father off* ASSHOLE. GRAH.
i have 98 bucks saved up for Chicago so far! Woooot! i got payed today, heh. i only need to save up....next weeks allowance..and next weeks pay..ill have almost 150. i would have more..but im not going to work Monday and probably not Tuesday..so yeah. but woot! and pretty soon after im done saving i can go to Hot Topic and buy the stuff ive been meaning to..and Birthday Presents for Adam and Alex, and The Cure's new CD. Yep.
Time to watch May. Later.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[24 Jun 2004|10:40pm] |
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Dentist was spiffy yesterday *rolls eyes* i had two cavities..and was to get them filled at 3. but before 3 MumMums and i went to lunch at Poppie's..went to Carnival Flea Market and she bought me a ring for my right ring finger. Its a horse shoe, its really cute. i guess its good luck for my braces or something? *shrug* then we went places and i went back to the Dentist. on the way out i saw Alex? lol. *random* so we talked for a bit then she had to go. after dinner yesterday Mum and i went to the Hamptons and hung out for the rest of the night. we played Palace and talked and such. fun fun.
today was back to work, bleh. Employee breakfast was this morning. Ted took time out to recognize the children of Employees and quote...this is what he said about me:
"Not only do we have Mini-Mag..aka Magda's daughter..but we have Ann's daughter, Samantha Aka..Junior Argh. id like to thank her for her endless stuffing of envelopes, doing side-work for Jimmy, and sleeping on the job!" ..yeah. love you too, Ted.
At lunch Mum and i went to Festival Flea Market to loook for the DDR stuff..we found this thing..it basically IS DDR..with a different name. it doesnt need PS2 or Xbox..it came with its own system. it has the Quality of the original Nintendo system..pretty gay. but its fun=P the Mat is spaztic though, extremely sensitive. *shrug*
watched 50 First Dates tonight, it was pretty ookay. not the greatest but, bah..whatever. Father rented Secret Window, GREAT movie=P i should throw a party! whoever wants to play Shitty Wannabee-DDR Say I! *No one responds* yeahyeah, im not kool enough for REAL DDR. BITE ME.
hahaha yesterday MumMUms took me to TJMAXX and i got the frilly workshirt!! its White *gasp* i wore it today. its hott=P i also got these grey pants. they have white and pale pink pinstripes on them..pretty kool.
i wanna watch Edward Scissorhands again =P that movie was beautiful:]
tomorrow's Friday! Wooot! and Braces Monday. i dont think im so paranoid anymore, heh. its like...excitement mixed with worried-ness *shrug*
*yawn* sleepy. wannabee-DDR pooped me out. played it for like..2 hours.
Night<3
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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Ten People I Enjoy The Company Of:
1.Everyone in Chicago deserves the Number 1 spot.kthx
2.Adam
3.Matt
4.Jennifer
5.Sean/Corri
6.my computer
7.Rag Doll
8.Bif
9.my eyeliner ..pathetic, isnt it?
10.my CD player
Nine Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1.Get a boyfriend. Ha.
2.Travel to England
3.get raped by Davey Havok
4.get raped by Tom Felton
5.tell Jon Gould that ive always loved him
6.have two children
7.become my dream of being a beauticion
8.get as far away from here as possible
9.get revenge on anyone who has ever hurt me or made me cry
Eight Things I'm Wearing:
1.Brand New shirt
2.my favorite black baggy pants
3.eyeliner
4.my rings
5.white socks
6.hoop earrings
7.AFI dogtag
8.a frown
Seven Things On My Mind:
1.the name of the new Harry Potter book
2.if i can get a boyfriend..EVER.
3.managing to get a LIFE
4.how much i want to be home
5.Edward Scissorhands being the only movie that has ever made me cry
6.what Tom Felton wears to bed. *pretends that was never said*
7.if MumMums is going to buy me anything kool tomorow=P
Six Items I Touch Every Day:
1.my eyeliner
2.my hair
3.my cell phone
4.my deck of cards
5.my rings
6.my tarot cards
Five Things I Do Everyday:
1.Listen to Brand New
2.have a headache
3.hurry to get ready for work
4.bite my lip
5.wish
Four Songs On My Mind:
1.Me vs Maradonna Vs. Elvis- Brand New
2.Star No Star- Jack Off Jill
3.Without You Im Nothing- Placebo
4.Perfect Drug- NIN
Three Things I Think Of When I Wake Up:
1."...Why am i not in Chicago?"
2."I dont want to go to workkkkk *whines*"
3."How would life be like..if i were a cat...*ponders*"
Two Of My Favorite Foods:
1.Taco Salad
2.Mums Pound Cake
One Person I Love More Than Any Other:
no one. =/
HA. So much for sleeping in today..Mum called me at 9 to wake me up. what a fucking joke. "Yeah Sami! You can sleep in! Mrs. Rosenthal will be there at 11:30! you have Plenty of time!" *flicks off Mum* yeah OKAY. so lunch was kool. Mrs. Rosenthal talks a lot. Lol. i just sat there and nodded most of the time or said "Right" or "Exactly". i told her about how i want to be a beauticion really badly..and she said she wanted to be that, but never ended up. she said she would give the world to go back and become one. it was a lovely day.
then in the car when she was dropping me off, The Captain called requesting me to see Prizoner of Azkaban with him. little did i know that he was invited as well. i was going to go...but then..i decided, no. why should i be in the company of someone who makes me want to vomit when i think of him? but then again, i was to be there for Matt, Liz, and Cara..not him. but oh well. ill go see it with Liz and Matt and Cara some other time. it just didnt feel right to me, whatever. but i had a lovely evening instead! *sarcasm* Mum and i played like...30 games of Palace. i won like...13 of them.
The Orthodontists called. They want to reschedule to Monday instead of Tuesday. Mum doesnt know if that will work out..but the sooner i get them on..the sooner off, right? whatever its a day difference but *shrug* i have them on for a little less than two years, oh well.
my head hurts..yeah..that kind of..sucks.
i have a dentist appointment at 8:45 tomorow *whines* but i dont have to go to work! Woot. Maybe MumMums will buy me something pretty? last time we "Bonded" she bought me my Members Only jacket..which i completely adore<3 Thursday is the Employee Breakfast, sounds interesting.
Mrs. Rosenthal told me about how she was watching Opera, and how there were these kids on the show that lost like...45 pounds playing DDR..i told Mum and shes like.."when your back at work..we'll go pick up the DDR kit and we'll do it every night" Lmao. Loosing weight by playing DDR..sounds wonderful=P
this is done.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[21 Jun 2004|02:34pm] |
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Yay for updating at work when im not sposed to!!
Fathers day was ookey. Father didnt really like the tie..but he liked the shirt *shrug* we were gonna go swimming..but then it started pouring, so i played in the rain like a little child^.^ it was fun..for like..5 minutes. our pool almost overflowed! it was funny..i thought we should all jump into it at once..and then it would overflow. but there were a million of these little buggy things in it..it was really gross. then we watched Hell Boy for a bit..it seemed pretty lame. then we ate and i wasnt really hungry..after dinner i had this really horrible headache..so i went to bed early. i rewoke at around...10:30 and went online and talked to people and such.;]
i rented Edward Scissorhands on Saturday, havent watched it yet. i still cant believe ive never seen it *shakes head in disaproval* ill watch it tonight, i spose. we got that thing at Blockbuster if you pay 29 something a month you can rent as many movies as you want or something? yeahh, pretty kool. i wanted to rent Donnie Darko..but they only had it on VHS *sigh* maybe they'll have it in next time we go in.
works been pretty gay so far..havent really done much. at lunch i beat Mum in palace 8 times! haha it was so great. but then she thought she was tough shit because she won the first game and last, whatever.=P
tomorrow i have off! W00t! i get to sleep in..then MumMums friend Mrs. Rosenthal is taking me to lunch. Shes a kool lady..she gave me this nifty candle that came in this Cheetah Print glass cup thingi when i went over to her house months ago. Shes my favorite out of MumMums friends. her other friends are either cheap jews, hunch-backed, or Uncle Fester looking. *shrug*
i need to start working on Bone Daddy, we have everything cut out and such. o0 speaking of..i know what im getting Alyssa for her birthday..rather..making :] i also need to get Alex's birthday present and Adam's..hm..it would really help if i had money, eh? =P
can someone possibly make it August already? lol. i cant wait to go to Chicago..i wanna go nownownowwwww! =P
The Cure's new CD comes out the day after i get my braces..who wants to buy it for me? =P
my stomach hurts..dont know why..its weird. but my period is over! Woohoo. ;] its really cold in the office..im wearing Mum's lame sweater thingi..i feel..like a total [square]=P
i think i might make a new screen name..not sure yet though. xMyBeautifulxSin is kind of getting old *shrug* i probably wont..but whatever, lol. i want something swell having to do with Scarling.'s Alexander the Burn Victim. yuh.
i got my haircut yesterday..it looks spimpin'
i need new shoes, my shitty converse are completely falling apart..i want DCs or something. maybe Vans? i miss my Vans. Damn Matt had to go and drown them in water and totally kill them >.< oh well.
yeah im done.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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so0 as you can see from my previous post..Rag Doll is finished=P i absolutely adore her. i am indeed going to make Judy's..but im making Bone Daddy first. we have everything cut out for Bone Daddy already, so yeah=P
Work was boring yesterday..i slept for at least 3 hours because i had nothing to do. i had the strangest dream..it was a Harry Potter dream..i felt like i was in a movie..i played Dumbledore's grandaughter..it was..weird. ..Kool..but weird. we left at lunch to go to Festival Flea Market to get Dad's Father's Day Present..i got him this tie with Skeletons on it..("typical me" says Mum) its so weird..in the background on the tie..theres black on black candy canes? i was like..wtf. but i got him a shirt with a license plate on it that says "1 GR8 DAD"..=P Hope he likes it. i also got a shirt=P its a tux-shirt! lmao. it has a little tux painted on it..i love it<3 i always wanted one. ANYWHO, when we got back Allan (the Shmuck) bought pizza so we ate some and then his annoying son kept asking me to play Yu-gi-oh with him..but i didnt know how..so we played Harry Potter hangman..it was so funny. when i got home i ate, watched Seinfield, then got ready and then went to see Prizoner of Azkaban for the third time with Alex<3 i wore my cape and brought my wand..when i walked out of my room to talk to Mum..she said "Samantha, im SO sorry i dropped you on your head as a baby" lmao. but you know..i seriously think Tom gets hotter everytime i see that movie=P haha..conversation i had with Adam last night
Sami: You know..i think Tom gets hotter everytime i see that movie..
Adam: *internet slaps you*
Sami: ey, what was that for?
Adam: for being a chick.
hahahhaah, i love it.
mum was being gay because she still doesnt fully trust me from when i snuck out of the movie with Angela months ago..i dont understand..she'll let me go to Muvico with Jenn alone, which is farther away then Shadowood..but she wont let me go to Shadowood alone with Alex? wtf. Crackhead. Mum bought my ticket anyway, so haha i guess some good came out of it? we got in the theater and Alex's grandmum was there? lol. in the middle of the movie she came over to us and said "DO YAH GIRLS WANT SOME POPCORN?!" i couldnt help myself from laughing. then afterward we walked out of the theater and Stephen was there? so i ran and jump-hugged him and then all these people turned the corner and Chinky was there! he took my wand and started playing with it. i recognized some kids..one of them was at Emmy's sweet 16 and another one i think is friends with Matt? names Ashton or something? *shrug*
enough of that...
TOday i have to clean cuz everyone is coming over tomorrow for Father's day. im getting my hair re-cut tomorrow..its loosing its...cuteness=P Mum made the appointment at fucking...9:30 in the morning..what the hell? but Sami's cutting my hair..so its all good. i love Sami<3 (No not myself..my hairdresser, crackhead)
haha, wanna hear a stroke of genius? my camera isnt broken..the batteries died. LMAO. im such a fucking blonde..it disgusts me=P
i have the next two tuesdays off! woot! this Tuesday Mum has like...3 doctors appointments..so i get to sleep in and i have to go with her to two of them. ..and then next Tuesday...braces *sigh* i guess its for the best right? i mean..ive had intense surgery on my arm..and im worried about braces? im a fool;]
im going to start cleaning. Later.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[17 Jun 2004|10:11pm] |
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shes complete! shes finally complete! im so happy, she looks beautiful. i brought her into work so i could do the letters..and Judy said she wants me to make her one like Rag Doll, for 50 bucks! im so excited=P
so..drum roll please..here she is..
( Rag Doll! )
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[16 Jun 2004|09:42pm] |
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ive felt so completely crappy this morning, so i didnt go to work. thank god. but after i took some tylenol i was okay. Dad bought me McDonalds for Breakfast so that made me feel better=P all i did today was sleep and watch Mars Attack *shrug* then Mum came home and she made me onion rings and a burger for dinner :]woohoo for being a fatass!
its really hot in my room..heh.
//Rag Doll Update: we started on her apron!! most of it is done..but i got sleepy so we're gonna finish it tomorow. ..but i hear the sewing machine going..so i think Mum is doing it without meh..hah whatever. but when im completely done with her i promise ill post pictures=P
so its decided. Friday me+Alex=Prizoner of Azkaban;] Third times the charm, then when the Princess is back in town we're gonna go see it againnn=P and Cara is going too! (that okey with you, Princess?)
i looked online..and no luck finding any robes remotely close to Death Eater-quality. ..so what i think we're just going to be witches from the Slytherin house. ..and since they dont sell Slytherin robes, we'll just buy Gryffindor robes and put a Slytherin patch over it? lol. what?! Alex and myself are jews! We like bagels and we're cheap, it works=P haha, i joke.
(the whole reason i banned you from commenting my journal is because i dont want to talk to you. ..so theres no point in insulting me anonymously. ..oh yeah, and if you dont like what i write in my journal, dont read it. seems simple enough. oh yeah, and you can stop already with the "Adam's future girlfriend is Sami" bid, its getting pretty old. kthx)
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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Teaser:
( The Icons I Promised: )
[Ps] if you take one, let me know. You dont have to credit me but i would appreciate it=P
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yeah, so yesterday i had my ortho appointment
Wow..so..im getting braces in two weeks. ..yeah...that really kind of sucks. might as well just call me Professor Brace-face now=P..by the way..dont call me that..ill cry..or ill kill you=P yeah..so the 29th i get them, oh joy.
nothing else really happened yesterday..it was kind of boring.
Today i felt really shitty..and how did i know? i got my period, fan-fucking-tastic. grahh i hate it>.< that HAS to be the reason why i have broken out..i look so horrible=/
Prizoner of Azkaban with Alex this weekend=P yayy.
Jimmy slipped me a 20 today^.^ and i finally know what it feels like to be an annoying telemarketer!..i was waiting for someone to pull a Jerry Seinfeld, whatever.
i havent made Rag Doll's apron yet..but i will soon, and when i get my new camera..ill take 10000000 pictures
i feel so sick to my stomach=/ its not happy at all. ..im afraid if i eat anything ill vomit everywhere. i REALLY hope i can stay home from work tomorow. *hopes*
Mum took me to Publix before we went to lunch, and i saw this kid as i was walking in and he was kind of cute..and he grinned at meh=P and when we walked away Mum said, "Sami..hes wearing fishnets. You find that attractive? hes a freak!" i didnt even want to argue with her, parents just dont get it. We like who we want to like and their view-point on them doesnt matter. she bought me a Fairly Odd Parents coloring book and Colored pencils! :] i wanted the Harry Potter one..but ill get that one next time.
i feel like making icons..i dont know why, lol. after ive made them..then ill edit and post them in..depending on how they turned out..ill write whether or not you can take them.
[what was the point of apologizing when not even one word that you said to me was the least bit sincere? its not the fact that i cant take a joke..its the fact that you didnt let it go and made it worse. dont even try to bring Matt into this. let him make his OWN decisions about me, you have no right to tell him not to be friends with myself or Adam. and how dare you say that im using my past as an excuse, ive had problems trusting people before you, and unfortunately after you. YOURE NOT AN EXCEPTION i told myself long ago that i will NEVER let someone use me or treat me like shit and get away with it, you are no different. i could care less if you try to be my friend or if you choose otherwise, i am who i am. i dont need a friend who drops me then wants to be all buddy-buddy again. sorry, dear. it doesnt work that way. next time you decide to IM me, have something worth saying. Otherwise..dont even bother. So you can forget about me now, and consider yourself forgotten. oh and Ps, darling: you deserve every nasty and crude word anyone ever says to you]
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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i should really update this more often like i used to. but then again..lately ive actually tried to get a life so..*shrug*
Friday: worked on Rag Doll..Work was..work.
Yesterday: it seems like we went everywhere. we went to this Korean Super Market. Apparently when Xander & Taylor come down Taylor is cooking us Korean one night, so we needed to find a good Korean shop for ingredients and such. I got Hello Kitty YamYam and Hello Kitty Rice Candy=P they didnt have Hi-chews though. then we went to other places..then to Rag Shop and picked up some more cloth for Rag Doll and to start Bone Daddy. then last night went with Panda to see Prizoner of Azkaban (this is the 2nd time=P) he threatened to pour popcorn on me if i reached out for Tom Felton or the Weasley Twins or Daniel Radcliffe after the 10th time, lmao. i brought my wand i made for Drama to the movie..on one side i wrote I WILL MARRY TOM FELTON
Today: Dyed Mumsy's hair..its a little lighter..but im probably going to put bronze highlights in her hair tonight. then we went to Swap Shop. i got a new ring for my right ring finger=P now i just need pinky rings and im done. then on the way home we passed by more Asian markets and we got Peach, Grape, and Apple Hi-chews<3, Strawberry, Chocolate, and Chocolate cookie with Vanilla Pocky, and Peach Gummy. i got a new fan too! its black and has a hummingbird on it:]
//Rag Doll Update: her dress is done! i think im going to make her apron tonight..but we need to go and get white thread stuff to make the letters. soon after shes done i will start on Bone Daddy. ive decided hes going to have the Top Hat, and BD will be embriodered on his jacket. Mum said we cant make him a jacket because we dont have the pattern..but ill MAKE SURE he does=P either that..or ill just put it on his overalls *shrug*
i think im going to watch The Butterfly Effect tonight *shrug*
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i REALLY REALLY dont want to go back to work tomorow
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i want an Apple Hi-Chew
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i want it to be August already
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i want to change my name to Wednesday, because its sexier than Sami
-Alex and myself are going to see Prizoner of Azkaban this upcoming weekend..thatll be my third time. and then when Liz gets back we've made a Date to see it again, making it my fourth time.
-i have to go eat dinner..but im not hungry.
yeahh..this entry is done.
( For your entertainment )
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3>[Edit:(10:30)] just got done watching The Butterfly Effect..it put me in complete AWE. i seriously expected it to suck terribly..but it was incredible. and i found my newest obsession=P he plays the 13 year old version of Ashton Kutcher's character. his name is John Amedori..hes beautiful. anyone else who has seen it..did it have the same effect on you?..because i thought it was brilliant.-End
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| [[Is this what a toy feels like when its batteries run dry?]] |
[10 Jun 2004|08:21pm] |
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my mum..is the GREATEST person to be in the car with in the morning. ..Do you know why?..ill tell you why: She has the BEST road rage, EVER! ..especially on days like this morning when she hadnt had her Coffee yet. ..i dont think ive laughed hard like that in a while. ..but her headbanging to Dope comes remotely close =P
..not to mention..when we go to work..she was humming Good To Know If I Ever Need Attention Alll I Have To Do Is Die <3 lol. i love that song. i still dont understand why i never listened to Deja Entendu when i first got it. ..i missed out=P
i have successfully reached page 624/870 eee! i dont care what anyone says, The Order of the Phoenix is a great book. im glad that Neville finally is growing up. i havent finished it yet..so shhh, i want to find out on my own what happens =P..i think when i finish T.O.P..im going to reread The Goblet of Fire..i havent read it in so long. Hm, i wonder whos going to play Cedric Diggory...hes going to be really hot, i bet ;]
\\Chicago news: Alyssa talked to her Parentals..and they dont care. :] so plans arent fucked up after all :] im excited!
//Rag Doll Update: :] we made her bloomers last night. we were going to start on her dress tonight..but im really tired. i have the pictures from Dad's digicam..so if anyone is interested..gimme a ring, or IM me =P those are the only pictures you will be able to see of her. the rest will be a surprise =P and after that..its Bone Daddy i need to work on =P we're deciding between a Top Hat or a Santa Hat for Bone Daddy..Any suggestions? i vote Top Hat.
i cant believe the week is almost over..i hate that summer is going by so fast..but then again, i like it because the sooner ill be home =P i just wish i could spend more time with my friends before i go home=/
has everyone seen Adams wonderful Friends Only banner? thats the first one ive ever made =P i think its pretty kool.
im going to go read.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3>[Ps] To a certain jackass: i lied to you? thats a bunch of bullshit. You took it too far and fucked everything over for yourself. ..unless you wanted this to happen. well..fuck you very much.
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[08 Jun 2004|10:20pm] |
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Warning: before i start off my entry..this is to a certain someone that if they read this..will KNOW who they are..and a couple people will know who i am talking about. so everyone else..please disregard what i am about to say.:
I dont get what your fucking problem is. i didnt lie to you. and i didnt talk behind his back either, i called him and told him exactly what i told you (before you called me pathetic in return like a child) and we talked it out. and the fact that you have the nerve to say that you cant STAND me..sickens me. regardless that im jealous or not doesnt give you the right to be a jackass. youre so two-faced. first youre all "oh Sami youre so funny, oh i <3 you Sami"..the next its "whats with you and Jenn? youre sardonic about everything..its so annoying" then its "yay we're talking again, lets hang out soon!" then its "i cant stand you" make up your fucking mind. i never thought i would be making such a big deal out of this but i am. oh wait, im a Dramaqueen right? so i guessed youve been waiting for this. the end.
if it makes you feel any better, DARLING..i cant stand you either. (if you didnt notice, sweetheart..thats about you)
god...i couldnt even eat dinner..ive never had a sudden loss of appetite like that before..haha..maybe thats why..*trails off*
for those of you who have stay tuned, thanks for sticking with us. *cheezy broadcast smile*
work went by fast but it was boring. thank god i brought my Order of the Phoenix book, i got to page 218 (out of like..865 or something) but yeah..you could tell i didnt have anything to do today, heh. Jimmy said that he'll have the stuff for me to work on tomorow..meaning that hes working out the price with his "boss" (yeahh, theyre paying me extra..thats AWESOME) Jimmy also brought us in lunch, it was Jewish Italian. Lmao. it was interesting.. the salad and bread was my favorite part =P
o0 and i never mentioned i played DDR for the first time in my life on Friday, heh. i suckedd! ..and we were on the slowest mode. >.< it made me sad inside..but hey, it was my first time, lol.
//Rag Doll Update: Rag Dolls body is officially done! and her hair is done too! my Digicam decided to die out last night (*emo tear* a camera whore without the camera..so tragic..) i took some pictures..but i have to wait until Father gets back on Thursday to retrieve them from his digicam cuz i dont have his program on my computer.
i was watching this show tonight with Mumsy while working on Rag Doll..called The Jury, i think its called. ..i really liked it. the second story was very intriguing. about a Double-suicide attempt that looked like Murder, it was called The Romeo & Juliet case (fit perfectly, no?=P) he ended up pleading not guilty (thank god) the defendant..looks like this kid that went to our skool last year..Casey something or other? it was strangely uncanny. *shrug*
i dunno whats going on this week..im not sure if Matt and i are hanging out on Friday like i expected..he told me to wait until Friday and ask *shrug* then Saturday Adam FINALLY decided to go with me to see Harry Potter again =P..but only if i bought him Popping Corn *sigh* which of course i agreed to. not only cuz hes the Panda..but cuz i would rather drop dead than go see a movie with the Parentals, lol. <333
im dead tired. ..and im in digicam-withdrawl *sigh* great..another thing to add onto my list of things i need to buy. ..i think one day soon, im going to write out all the things i need..so when i get them, i can just check them off. lol.
plans for Chi got retarded..AGAIN..it turns out i forgot Alyssa has band camp the week im there..so i didnt know where i was going to stay..but what Mumsy and i figured that she can pick me up when Alyssa leaves for camp..and then drop me at someone elses house to hang out with them..then Mum would pick me up when Alyssa gets home and then id spend the rest of the evening either with her or us with a group of people. ..her parentals are discussing with her and will call me back.
..this looks long enough for tonight..im going to go read more of THe Order of the Phoenix. i dont know why i never got passed the 7th chapter last time i picked it up..its really quite good. ..i cant believe i never read the 5th one *sigh* but i am now..so its all good =P
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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[07 Jun 2004|08:53pm] |
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uhhh where did i leave off?! oh yes, Saturday night:
Liz and Matt came over as planned..we watched RHPS from the beginning so Liz could see it. ..Matt was really hyper..i hate when hes hyper..cuz hes more abusive >.< and during the movie he went on Newgrounds and put on the parody video clip of the Time Warp..which really irritates me..and he KNOWS that. ..then they left around like...11ish? and he sprayed Dt. Cherry Coke ALL over me..and no, Matt..it WASNT funny! =P okay..it was a little..
yesterday i didnt really do much..i just sat on my ass and did absolutely nothing! because no one likes to hang out with Sami. *dramatic sigh* then Mum-Mums stayed for dinner and after she left Mumsy and i worked more on Rag Doll. She Officially has arms and legs! and i stuffed her last night too! ..i sewed her up today, and the only part thats open is her bum, because you have to sew it a special way or something. *shrug*
work was boring..wont even get into that.
im extremely pissed..i lost one of my black plastic hoop earrings >.<i loved those earrings. so i walked around like a jackass at work today..with one hoop in one ear and a stud in the other, wtf. when i get money again..along with the million other things i need to buy..like Mikes belated birthday present for instance..im going to buy replacement earrings..i really loved those =/
speaking of my money..i still have two weeks to pay for my CD player and Rag Doll..but its gonna work like this: next week, i get payed 10 bucks from allowance..and then half of my salary pays for Rag Doll (or my CD player..since i payed one of them off this week?) and the other half goes into Savings. ..so in two weeks..i have money again. woop.
..yeah..im an idiot..i need to exercise..im tired of being a fatass..the diet isnt enough..and its irritating meh. mer.
i Will never make it better..I WILL NEVER MAKE IT BETTER...IT WILL ALWAYS HURT, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. ehe, i love that lyric<3
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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| You act so insecure (i didnt mean it) You hate me now im sure (i didnt mean it). |
[05 Jun 2004|03:18pm] |
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Yesterday i got home late so i didnt get a chance to update.
At work i didnt really do a lot..i did some actual work..but i re-read Prizoner of Azkaban most of the time. i got to the 200th page (out of 400 and something).
when we got home..i ate quickly and then got ready. Jennifer picked me up around 7 and her mum took us to Muvico. there were so many little 8 year olds (hookers in training). we saw Chrissy there so we hung out with her for a while. then i saw Karrie and talked to her. we went in around 8:10 to get food, then Chrissy left to find Matt and Jennifer and i went into the theater. we sat in the front row =P overall, the movie was outstanding. ..they left out so much stuff from the book though..and added so much in, that kind of irritated me a bit. Tom Felton was completely beautiful<3 the Weasley twins got surprisingly hot..they had like..emo hair, lol. Rupert was amazingly hot..and so was Daniel Radcliffe! i was shocked. my favorite part: when Snape went in to teach Lupin's class. the way he said 394 (the 4 was emphasized only)..it was so fucking hilarious. "Turn to page three hundred and ninety-faw" mwaha, i love Snape. i was kind of mad that i didnt get a Slytherin shirt in time =/ but i wore my Grey and black striped shirt..(its close to Slytherin colors?!) merr.im going to see it again with Father and Mumsy, im excited!
-Matt and Liz are coming over tonight, not sure when..we're going to finish RHPS.
-my cell phone cover is shit, one of the clip thingis in the back broke..so i switched it back to the rose print cover. its really hard to take on and off.
-Mum is such a bitch..she told me that i had to clean my room and bathroom (spotless) or else Matt and Liz couldnt come over..and what does she tell me when i finish?! "YOU ONLY SPENT FIVE FUCKING MINUTES CLEANING THE BATHROOM! IT TAKES AT LEAST THIRTY!" ..yeah..shut the fuck up.
-Danielle made me my new icon, i adore it so much. if you want it..too fucking bad! mineminemine *laughs like a selfish eight year old*
-Sean and COrri are in Chicago because Corri's trading in her car and her brother owns a car company. ..i think theyre getting a new Honda Civic? *shrug*
-i should take a shower..but Mum will get mad because she just cleaned the floor in my bathroom *shoots her*
-i am really glad its the weekend.. DEFINITELY dont want to go back to work..
-..yeah..this entry was completely pointless.
-i was looking at this RHPS website..and i was looking at the "DID YOU NOTICE?/Screwups" section..i should really look out for all the screwups and shit. =P
i found my Deja Entendu CD yesterday..and i didnt really listen to it when i got it..but now that i listen to the songs more..yeahh theyre awesome. Me Vs. Maradonna Vs. Elvis is amazing. If you let me have my way, i swear ill tear you apart
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yeahh...the end.
Forever Yours,
<3Professor Cry-Baby</3
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